Requiem

Hey ex,

I was really wondering why you pm-ed me last week, I wasn’t able to reply right away because I rarely open my other facebook account. It really intrigued me, what made you interested to contact me? I mean you ignored me completely after breaking up with me. Yes, I have moved on in case you’re wondering. I was able to move on even if you weren’t able to give me the answers I needed back then. I guess you’re ready to talk to me after everything that has happened. Spill.

But you know what? That relationship we had was full of lies, my lies actually. I never told you where I’m really at, I never told you that I was drinking with my friend, I never told you that I’m hanging out with them, I never told you that I’m still outside the confines of my home, I lied about being abused in my past relationships, I lied about being very much in love with you. I wasn’t, the only reason I cried because I hated being abandoned. I didn’t love you like you thought I did. I never really told you these things and I wasn’t planning to. 

Seriously, I thought I loved you that much as well. Obviously I only thought about myself. That’s the reason I moved on easily. I’m that selfish.

xx Ly